Memories of Yesterday

Sitting by myself on a quiet and introspective evening sipping hot tea in a tea cup holding many memories.. I feel a sense of peace and well being wash all over me.. Nothing to worry.. for this moment at least..
then...memories come creeping in..as i struggle to surface from their hold tangible, nostalgia..sweeps me off my feet of warm caring, of tender desire, love filled moments Of wanting and being wanted and being second to none
How bright my world was filled with sunshine.. not a cloud on the sky..got the sun in my eye.. oh the nearest thing to heaven that i'll see the words of this song echoing in my being!!
OH! how could it go so wrong, how could it all be over.. This bitter feeling is still tinged with regret of longing for what it was and could have been to grow old beside the only one that ever mattered..
I try hard to recreate this feeling again as if clutching to a final straw.. to regain atleast an essence of what is lost for ever.. but this is such a SHAM...